Summer holidays are here properly now. I'm quite hyped up for them. I hope this doesn't result in false promise. Alf is home Saturday night so I can't really see anything being bad for a while. It's going to be brilliant to have him back. It's really weird thinking about how long its been since I saw him. We're going to have a poker night soon and that'll be brilliant, because well, its poker night isn't it?
I am really feeling good about my love life, or currently luck there of. Thats fine. I need to learn to be ok alone and I think I have done that. I've also learnt the skill of playing it cool, which before this month I think would have been an impossibility. Yet I have not spoken to Clara while projecting the image that I am much happier without her (only half true), I have text Holly in an understated way and gained a reply that I did not turn into a proper conversation and I have met a girl who I like (and who i am 99% likes me equally) with whom I have not yet made a prat of myself. Its all winner winner chicken dinner.
I would like to fall in love again and go through all the magic bits at the start of a relationship. The main problem is that I am in love with Los Campesinos! and nothing else will ever compare.
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