i don't want to sound trite but you were perfect

These week has been a good week I think, but right this second I feel quite low. Tomorrow is results day which is exciting and I hope that my results are good but I fear the worst. The part that I am least looking forward to is the celebrating/commiserating. I haven't really got any one to do it with that I really want to do it with. I fear I'll end up at home alone playing Warcraft or something lame. Whatever happened to me?

That said, I think I've been quite good and charming this week. I stayed up until 4 in the morning on Sunday night talking to Bea which was really brilliant really. She is brilliant. So brilliant.

Holly text me on Tuesday which was a surprise. Things are weird with her and always will be. I hope that we can be friends eventually. She's the only person who knows everything about me, at least the closest to it anyway. I'd like to sort that out.