This week was my first back at college after the holiday. I went in every day and went to all of my lessons. This is a first for many many years. I feel very good about that. However, things still feel a bit slow and my life empty. I hope that as the work gets going and I begin to actually learn things, i'll feel better about it. I'm also getting slightly tired of my friends at college, particularly Gina and Laura who I spend most of my time with. Something is grating. I feel bad about it. It's probably just me. I'll do something about it.
In good news I have found the greatest song of possibly ever and bought a book of quick crosswords. Life is pretty good really. All I have to do is go with the flow. I'm meeting with Bea on Wednesday. We've been staying up late talking to each other the last few nights. I feel great about it. Really ludicrously happy.
One of my big worries is that anything I do is too much like what has gone before, like i'm purposefully repeating myself. I don't want this. Everything is new. I like it that way.
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