Exams. Like final exams. I am done with A-Levels now. After four fucking years. Four torturous horrible years. Four years in which I've met some of the greatest and most beautiful people in my life and I've loved every second. But you know, if I could, I'd always go back and start again. I say that I don't regret things and I just live but c'mon, I'm not that good a liar.
Tumblr. I now have a tumblr, which I am enjoying and has taken some time from here, i'll admit. I hope to use blogger, tumblr and twitter concurrently, using each for a different purpose. I also have my own paper based thoughts to write down and things get busy but today I feel like here is where it should be at.
Game of Thrones. It's just an awesome tv show and I love it and i'm reading the books and man it is exciting.
A complex and exciting love life situation thing. This has been the majority taker of my time probably. I suppose that when I restarted this blog it was mostly to help myself work out my thoughts since my break up from Clara and so when I've felt fine I have not needed it. In the time since I last wrote I have been having a relationship of sorts with Holly, who finally got back in touch. This made me happy. It was no strings attached and exciting and fun. I'd worried that in the long-term imposed period of celebacy that I would have forgotten how to do everything but it turned out I was as good as ever, and I felt like it could have gotten better but things have ended as soon as they have begun. I would see this as a bad thing but, in truth, I never really wanted her. There were no feelings involved so it's fine. Knowing that I had feelings for another than her made it all seem quite empty. Fun and excellent, but empty nonetheless. I've always thought that I could do the casual sort of thing and be happy with it but I think what I really want is someone to love. Difficult innit.
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